I love you too...

"Want to have sex?" she said. "Sure. But I can not keep it hard." She gave oral, a handjob and once the erection was at peak, she bent over to accept it. He entered her from behind and after a few minutes of penetration, he went soft. Inside of her.

"That's okay. Let's try again." Rinse, repeat. Oral handjob=erection. A few minutes after intercourse, soft again. "I swear it's not you", he tells her.

She turns on some porn and starts oral. Once he reached an erection, she bent over, took his erect penis (while watching porn) and then within a few minutes, he achieved orgasm. She felt used.

He still does not understand how she would have the right to feel upset or sad in anyway. They did after all eventually have 2 minutes of sex. She needs to learn to be satisfied with this.

They met 8 months ago. Starting dating 7 months ago. Were engaged 5 months ago. Had a surgery to fix her broken lady bits to have children together 3 months ago. Married 2 months ago and have been trying to conceive since last month. The sex used to be amazing. It feels the same now, but without any emotion. Everything seems planned and robotic.

She is falling apart and he does not seem to notice it. She is deeply depressed to the point of no longer having a will to live. The only reason she is alive is because she is too much of a coward to take her own life and hurt others.

But she is not afraid to die.